Haven't posted here for awhile. Can't say why. I'm going to go ahead and continue that habit for now.

Enjoy some tea in the meanwhile. Have some chocolate. Clean your house. Be a better person.

I'm trying to do more of those things too.

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What if you were playing a game, alone, on an empty multi-player map, and when you looked in a mirror, you saw another person standing there. But when you went to look, you could never find them.

TUNE THIS

>:O

party

i used to go to parties and feel awkward if they were too large. i'm talking 10 plus people is what i consider large. especially if i don't know everyone. where i keep talking to one person a lot and otherwise sit around doing nothing.

i used to contribute these ill feelings towards me feeling socially inadequate. like i was aware of an inability to contribute to large gatherings of folk; tall and small, large and short, etc...

but an insight came to me this past week. what if i'm not feeling awkward because i am aware of my "failure", but instead, i feel awkward because i don't really like large gatherings?

i used to think that a "proper" human being needs to know a lot of people, so i logically spent a lot of time meeting people. and it always felt so strange.

it is something of a relief (if it's true) that maybe i'm more introverted than i thought. i don't have to make myself do things i don't like to do anymore, i guess.

exhaustion

sleep, as it turns out, is a pretty important thing. if you don't get enough, you get tired, dead-ish, exhausted, and so on.

me? i'm at that state of exhausted where my eyelids hurt, and the bed is beckoning me onward like an unopened pack of fig newtons.

mister hall

i often hear people refer to the different buildings on campus as Halls. this is problematic to me. i know that there are halls inside each individual structure, so perhaps there is some truth in the name. and i understand that the name of a structure does not have to say what there is waiting inside.

however, what i imagine time after time, is a cavernous tunnel carved through a piece of concrete two hundred feet by width, length and height, in an ironic protest of utilitarianism.

now you know

neener and nener are two different things.

i discovered that neener is actually the "correct" way to spell it, in so far as my friends and I have used it.

nener can be used in place of "niner", such as for 9. that is what nener-nener can mean, it is like saying niner-niner.

neener is more of the interjection, usually rude or out of place, used to annoy.

"i just don't know what to do, it feels like--"

"NEENER"

source: urban dictionary again.